Ok so lets just start with I got married in August and by November was getting a divorce.  Its now February and still not divorced but not a lot i can do about it.  So much has happened since i have been on here i don't know what else to talk about.  Ok the soon to be ex-cheese that is so past his expiration date is the guy from last march and the same one mentioned not by name but referred to throughout following dates.  He is 5 yrs younger than me and Hispanic and well he lied allot to me and his family and well lets just not get into the rest.  I have quit my second job (back in October)  My "husband" wasn't helping with the bills and i was soo sick so i asked him for help and he said i could quit one job but then never helped me out. (he is in Kuwait currently) He made Pickles so many promises that will never be filled it breaks my heart.  I have been in the hospital in November, grandma died in October, been sick for the last month with what they tell me is a physical reaction from too much stress (lost half my hair and about 16 lbs.) and possibly have cancer.  Ok so that pretty much gets you current.  Oh yeah and puppy (17yr old dog) died 3 days after i got out of the hospital.  But my spirits are up, the military is making him pay me BAH until the divorce is final which means i can hold off on the two job thing again thank god because there is no way i can handle it.  My truck is still great. I finally got a couch and tv they were gifts from the husband and we had cable and internet for about 5 months. I know right living like kings for us.  But i still filled unfulfilled, lacking and lost.  Working on it, but the first thing to start on is the whole sick thing and being able to eat again!